I ponder life, its intricacies and complexities. It is beautiful and yet painful. It surprises me with great joy and sometimes plummets me into the depths of sorrow.
Having lived my many years, I’ve learned from the everyday of routine, the unexpected turn in direction, and the sudden stop of grief. Wisdom came not through the study of books but from experience, the waking to a new day and putting one foot in front of the other because that is what I must do. While so much is mystery, I see some things with unquestioned clarity.
Yahweh the Lord is sovereign. He is strong and He is good. He is over all, in all and through all, and nothing is beyond His grasp of knowledge and care. Love is His essence, justice and righteousness are like garments. He is tender and He is a warrior.
He is I AM. He will be who He will be.
When life begins and when it ends.
When I am full or when I am empty.
When dear ones are close or when they are far away.
When relationships are rich or when confusion and hurt separate.
When I am strong and full of vigor or when I am racked with pain.
When the fog lifts so I see clearly or when darkness blinds me to the next step.
When I understand His plan or when I lay in the dust of confusion.
When the way opens up or the door closes to me.
When friends surround me or when I am left alone.
When the gifts and talents He gave lay dormant on the shelf.
When I question but get no answer.
When I cry until no tears are left.
When I cannot perceive what He is doing.
When I don’t know which way to go.
This I know. He is Yahweh. I AM.
He has a plan for me and He loves me with an unreasonable, everlasting love. His grace reaches to the lowest depths and captures me, drawing me to Himself, telling me I am precious to Him. He forgives again and again. He has prepared a place for me so I can be with Him forever. He has completed His plan of redemption and all I have to do is respond to His invitation.
He is Yahweh. I AM.
He is Faithful and True and I will trust Him.