Rainy days and Mondays always get me down. But it’s Wednesday.
I’m listening to The Carpenters a lot lately. Their music takes me back to an earlier day. Life looks simpler back then from my vantage point now. But it was not simpler as I was living it out.
Life is always complicated and a roller coaster ride.
I sing out loud with the CD on the player. Some songs make me smile, some bring a tear. And today I’m OK with a tear.
I’m missing another birthday.
My grandchildren who live too-far-away have had birthdays without me for almost five years. And can it be they have been gone from the house next door for that long?
Pardon me while I get melancholy and then write about it.
I post on Facebook a birthday wish, add photos and say how much I miss that boy and hope the birthday box arrives in the mail today. It does not feel like nearly enough.
I pray for him.
I pray for someone else’s grandchild this morning. Two people in our Sunday school class have a granddaughter who has been sick a long time. Sweet William and I call her name in prayer so often. And I wonder how the hearts of her grandparents are faring in this horrible storm.
I’ll be sharing lunch with a friend today. Her grandson lives in one of the far corners of the states. Their visits are few and far between, like mine. She and I share our concerns and our love for our grandchildren. We will catch up with each other and talk about those nestled deep in our hearts. And if we cry, it will be OK.
My morning Word is in Psalm 90 as the sweet Spirit led me there.
“Lord, you have been our dwelling place throughout all generations. . . . Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days. . . . May your deeds be shown to your servants, your splendor to their children . . . “
I make it a prayer and add, “Show your splendor to my grandchildren.”
They are far away, but the Lord is near.
Be near us Lord Jesus. On birthdays and on regular days. When we are close and when we are not. When the sun shines and when it is a rainy day. On Mondays and Wednesdays and all the days of our lives.